Entries by annamar

Meditation Retreat

I’ve spent fifteen days in a very special meditation retreat near a southern Taiwanese city, 10000 kilometres away from my home. We were doing karmakiller meditation for many hours each day, to help elevating ourselves, our loved ones, and the planet. I learned here that the island gave home to numerous saints and Buddhist (and […]

Gift for the Helpers

Hi, I feel it’s time for a few new posts! 😛 In the last years I was so lucky and found helpers for my Protector Project. Some of my helpers did proofreading, others created fancy visual models. I thought about giving them some lovely souvenir – and to create a tableau, a kind of hall […]

Drawing Mantra Therapy

This is one of my favourite way to tackle painful memories or anyting traumatic. It’s quite simple, and I want to share my method in a workshop. This drawing was made with Tara Mantra (medium speed): I also use it during one-to-one sessions, when necessary. I’m curious, how the workshop will go. 🙂

Joined Green Apes

Hi there folks, I just came to type down the actual status info. So, looks like I found a new workplace (I’m through three job interviews). But most importantly, finally I decided to move professionally towards greener life, something I have in my mind since decades. Soon I start my study at Lund University about […]

Destined to reach out, darling

Tied to you, unreachable this is how I feel you became blind again you are deaf again your eyes and ears are useless they only take in the daily buzz at the spot of topmost snobbery you’re holding your head high there are days when you think you are above the rest how far you […]


This is just an update, as I haven’t written anything since a while. As usual I am very busy again, my mind is literally buzzing. The German and Hungarian versions of the Recovering Memories is on the way. Also I started to translate the manuscript to French and Japanese, but it will take a looooooot […]